I took alot today: a couple gay guys sent after me, drugged, and an intimidatory sent directly to me Guys just going off again. Getting hurt a number of times in the chest. One that had me cringe real badly, all attacks (almost) now are in the heart. This guy doesn't feel responsible at all and I have a good idea he isn't even trying. I will defend myself Searchlight. If you think you're going to fix a problem by being careless, I will make you responsible. Good luck.
Wednesday 02:17pm
Went to Walgreens to get food and got attacked a number of times, a few times had me yelling in pain. Got hit in the heart about 100 times I'm thinking. When I was walking back got hit about 15 times in one stretch. I couldn't figure it out. I know now that I have bugs on me and they look out where I'm looking and figured out that I was being attacked every time a car drove by. Not reasonable.
Another gay sent after me, dude was cool about it though. Drugged again. Was warned by the grabbing of a shirt, didn't notice. Feel bad now, lightheaded, weak. Not sure what to do - like that someone was actually that brave to go ahead and warn me - takes an extraordinary effort to do so. Mad, because they still try to get away with stuff and want me to hush up about it. Not gonna let bad people hide, but letting this go for now. Everyone I expect to be accountable.
Tuesday 08:26pm
I'm really trying, I promise. The torture is so much better today, thank you. The last five hours though I have been hit on the heart and only the heart hundreds of times. It began when I was playing a game and there werern't any any voices. I took it as long as I could. If I blew it, I am really sorry. I'd like to thank anyone that tried to help.
Monday 3pm
Got hurt a number of times again outside, over and over, one time again in front of a kid. Is this the world you want to create Searchlight. Had to defend again.
Monday 10:31am
I ask very nicely, didn't threaten or say in an angry voice, "Please, don't hit me while that kid is walking by" (there was a five year old kid walking by when I took my cigarette break). Five seconds later when the kid is right in front of me, got a good hit in the heart.
I responded, this is not tolerable.
Sunday 10pm
Took alot of pain today. Wondering if another Searchlighter in my handler. Got attacked hundreds of times today, most of them on my heart. May have been drugged again (for the good) I think they like to make the people that look in on my on Sundays think that I'm doing ok. Or possibly I'm being drugged (for the bad) on the weekdays, but I believe the former. Heart hurting pretty bad. Understand Searchlight, and I hope you never ask me too, I cannot reward you for this and I never will. You must do the right thing, I already am. Sent a couple gays after me today too just to get me mad, all this together I had to defend myself again.
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Wednesday 11:18pm
I took alot today: a couple gay guys sent after me, drugged, and an intimidatory sent directly to me
Guys just going off again. Getting hurt a number of times in the chest. One that had me cringe real badly, all attacks (almost) now are in the heart. This guy doesn't feel responsible at all and I have a good idea he isn't even trying. I will defend myself Searchlight. If you think you're going to fix a problem by being careless, I will make you responsible. Good luck.
Wednesday 02:17pm
Went to Walgreens to get food and got attacked a number of times, a few times had me yelling in pain. Got hit in the heart about 100 times I'm thinking. When I was walking back got hit about 15 times in one stretch. I couldn't figure it out. I know now that I have bugs on me and they look out where I'm looking and figured out that I was being attacked every time a car drove by. Not reasonable.
Another gay sent after me, dude was cool about it though. Drugged again. Was warned by the grabbing of a shirt, didn't notice. Feel bad now, lightheaded, weak. Not sure what to do - like that someone was actually that brave to go ahead and warn me - takes an extraordinary effort to do so. Mad, because they still try to get away with stuff and want me to hush up about it. Not gonna let bad people hide, but letting this go for now. Everyone I expect to be accountable.
Tuesday 08:26pm
I'm really trying, I promise. The torture is so much better today, thank you. The last five hours though I have been hit on the heart and only the heart hundreds of times. It began when I was playing a game and there werern't any any voices. I took it as long as I could. If I blew it, I am really sorry. I'd like to thank anyone that tried to help.
Monday 3pm
Got hurt a number of times again outside, over and over, one time again in front of a kid. Is this the world you want to create Searchlight. Had to defend again.
Monday 10:31am
I ask very nicely, didn't threaten or say in an angry voice, "Please, don't hit me while that kid is walking by" (there was a five year old kid walking by when I took my cigarette break). Five seconds later when the kid is right in front of me, got a good hit in the heart.
I responded, this is not tolerable.
Sunday 10pm
Took alot of pain today. Wondering if another Searchlighter in my handler. Got attacked hundreds of times today, most of them on my heart. May have been drugged again (for the good) I think they like to make the people that look in on my on Sundays think that I'm doing ok. Or possibly I'm being drugged (for the bad) on the weekdays, but I believe the former. Heart hurting pretty bad. Understand Searchlight, and I hope you never ask me too, I cannot reward you for this and I never will. You must do the right thing, I already am. Sent a couple gays after me today too just to get me mad, all this together I had to defend myself again.
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